Posted on September 25, 2009



I have no idea how to use this o_o

Dang. Well I have good things going on and bad things going on.
Thursday and Friday we have holiday: Thanksgiving, gobble gobble.
But Wednesday of course is bombarded with due assignments.
Out of which one of them is a 3 minute long monologue.
I have to dress up and hold something that symbolized Aphrodite, and recite a monologue I wrote as her.
3 minutes might not seem very long, but as a very unskilled writer and speaker, it's a pain in the ass...
And of course Monday and Tuesday will be full of stuff.

So should I rejoice or despair?

I really am thankful for all the world gave me:
A family, friends, money, a house, clothes, education, so many things.

But you know, humans are greedy by nature.
I'm human. Greedy=Human=Me
A=B, B=C, then A=C.
So I want more.
I want to be more social
I want to have more money
I want a really good close best friend
I want to be prettier
I want so many damn things, it just sucks. I hate myself for being like this.

I'm trying to change. But it's hard.

I WANNA BE COOL 
I WANNA BE SMART
I WANNA BE CUTE
I WANNA BE PRETTY
I WANNA BE AWESOME
I WANNA BE SOCIAL
I WANNA BE TALKATIVE
I WANNA BE LOVED
I WANNA BE POPULAR
I WANNA BE WHAT I'M NOT.

:D I bought shoes and a vest. :DDDD
Heheheheh. I really like them x3
They might not be special to others, but I think they're really cool, haha.
And the vest really looks better in real life. The color's much better in real life.

Pictures under cut!
( Picturessss <3 )